The Setting Sun

So, things have changed a little for me since my last post. I’ve grown up some. Funny how a leadership role will do that to you. But back to the matter at hand. I’m going to write a blog about… I don’t know … stuff. Maybe I’ll mention how I feel a bit more self-confidant and bossy now. How now I’m less a passive observer and more of a jump in and get it done type person. Or perhaps, I expect people to listen to what I have to say. But honestly, right now, the only thing I can concentrate on is how happy I am to be lying in my own bed, listening to my music, typing on my laptop, and generally just being an individual and not part of a unit.  Also being honest, however,  means that I also miss the ordered structure of boot camp. I always knew what I what had to do, how to do it, and the length of time I had to get it done. And I miss some of that order in the hectic and chaotic outside world. So I’m also a little confused. and tired. More tired then I thought was humanly possible. I am honestly not even looking at the screen as i type this, so i think now is a good time to crash and try get some rest. Hopefully next post will be a little more insightful.